(Stephanie; Fourteen; Mansfield, OH; Freshman; In search of self.)
"I'm an unstable roller coaster, and no matter how fine I make myself out, it's always.. like having a relationship with people - I have a really hard time, because I don't know who to trust. I'm very much known for being totally cool one second and then running off and locking myself in the bathroom the next. I'm convinced something's wrong with me, and there's no way to fix that. And no matter what kind of solution is offered; whether it be through some help a doctor could give or drinking yrself stupid, there's nothing to really pin it down to."